About Me,
Reading List and Recommended Trainings
and Courses

About Olivia Sayward

I love discovering the different directions our creativity, curiosity and imagination can take us. My soul buzzes when the worlds of art, science, healing, nature and food come together in new combinations!

Experiencing quantum healing journeys during a period of my life when I was feeling lost really enabled me to reconnect to the multi-faceted experience of the soul, and to move forward with a greater sense of freedom. Not only that, it helped me come home to my body, to start cultivating a new definition of home, and understand why I am on the planet at this time.
Since accepting help during that dark night of the soul, I have experienced great changes in my life and in the lives of people around me over the years – and I want to assist anyone who is ready for the next steps in their journey as well.

A big focus of mine in the last years has also been reconnecting with ancestral practices and knowledge, through shamanism, natural building, permaculture, herbalism, traditional or original forms of medicine, fermentation, yoga and foraging. I love learning about these in community and love it when groups of strangers of all ages can come together, connect and reconnect to these practices.

I grew up in Denver, Colorado until I was twelve, followed by a big family move to Germany. I lived and studied art and illustration on the coast in Cornwall, England, for four years. Since 2014 I have been based in Berlin, punctuated by roughly a year in Chiapas, Mexico.
When I'm not doing this work I enjoy cooking, foraging, bouldering, yoga, daytime dancing, long walks, and expanding my knowledge through exchange, reading and travel for learning or courses.

My favorite herbal allies: Yarrow, Wild Rose, Passionflower, Nettle, Cacao
Current favorite fungi allies: Reishi, Turkey Tail, Chaga, Amanita Muscaria

With gratitude for the teachers and guides who have shaped my journey, and specifically my grandfather and my mother, who did this work before me and started the path.

And here are different practitioners that I worked with or whose classes I attended over the years and can recommend: Oren of Yoga in Person for amazing yoga classes, Anabel Zenith for aura portraits and intuitive insight, Hara Katsiki for quantum or inutitive sessions, Nanjing Deng for Traditional Chinese Medicine courses, Tash English of Avant Garden Life for Herbalism Training

Trainings and Courses that Informed My Work

Olivia Sayward with Maria Kiekari for Soma Yoga teacher training

Soma Yoga Teacher Training (200hr),
2021

Maria Kiekari, Alan Monroy

Veracruz, Mexico.
This yoga training focused on slow, trauma-informed yoga and the inclusion of somatic practices, as well as permaculture and gut health. Maria is an amazing teacher and medicine woman, and teaches each person to connect with their own body's wisdom as opposed to just learning poses – this training changed and moved me profoundly. A large and helpful aspect was her emphasis on opening and closing containers and practices, on connecting to the land, and relating somatic experiences to the land. Over time this work has deepened and ripened in me, and I am grateful for the bridge she provided.

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Schamanische Ausbildung mit Shamanic Berlin (courses 1 and 2),
2021, 2023

Inadevi Fürstenau-Burgdorf

Berlin-Brandenburg.
Inadevi is a generous, empowering teacher with over 35 years experience. She knows the ins and outs, the ups and downs, the dark and the light of working in the realms of shamanism and medicine, and has trained or learned on most continents. Through her courses I learned many different tools for working with transformative healing and energy, and it felt like I was finally at Hogwarts. From her courses I learned about reading chakras, fire ceremonies, holotropic breath work, activating multidimensional perception, opening and holding sacred space, journeying and working with archetypes, trance states, and communicating and working with nature collaboratively. I admire her generosity in her teaching, and have done or assisted in the catering for her courses a couple times as well.

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Reiki 1 and 2,
2021, 2024

Nina Kim, Visionary School of Reiki

Berlin.
Nina helped me open the door to my own intuition, energy healing capabilities and multi-sensory perception through her course and Reiki attunements. Taking her Reiki course was a big step in my understanding of how energy works and how I personally perceive or register it in different ways within my body. After Reiki 1, and steadily over time, my body would channel certain energies and show or express them to me in different movement patterns. Reiki 2 deepened and affirmed my perceptions. These weekends are also a nourishing and grounding experience, and I always learned a lot from the other participants as well.

Olivia Sayward with Antonio Sangio during Introspective Hypnosis

Introspective Hypnosis, 2023

Antonio Sangio, Alba Weinman

Utrecht, The Netherlands.
This course from Antonio (with Alba's input and perspective added) was key in showing me how to help people come towards states of balance and resolution if they land in traumatic memories, past lives or other situations while in altered states. Antonio is amazing in providing structured frameworks, showing you how to be strong and grounded when people move through intense situations, proactive forgivness processes, and how important it is to help people complete and understand past circumstances they couldn't deal with in the moment they happened.

Elements of Natural Building

Elements of Natural Building,
2022

Ashley McDonnell, Lindsay Chestnut (assisting)

Tzunana, Guatemala.
This course was one of the single most life-changing trainings for me. It touched on so many themes: connection to the Earth and land, working with the elements, community practice and ritual, ancestry and themes of home, building as a human right, nervous-system-attuned collaborative working, cooperation between the sexes and also between cultures. And on top of that we learned all of the main ways of natural building! So much gratitude for Ashley, Lindsay and Dijahn.

Olivia Sayward with Sarah Wu and Laura Palmieri

Permaculture for the Herbalist's Path (200hr), 2022

Laura Palmieri, Sarah Wu, Shad Qudsi

Tzunana, Guatemala.
This course created the larger entryway onto my personal plant path: we went into great detail around many aspects of herbalism, and were always relating it back to permaculture principles as well. Through this a sort of plant-human-land triad experience was able to form. Herbalism is such a huge topic to start engaging with, and I am grateful to have had this long and detailed introduction. Lala inspored me with her mushroom fascination and excitement, and Sarah's expertise in activism and clinical herbalism were key takeaways.

Olivia Sayward and Sandor Katz

Wild Fermentation Retreat, 2024

Sandor Katz, Stefania de Leo

Italy.
Stefania created a magical container for our group of 20 strangers from all over the world to come together and learn about fermentation from Sandor the legend. I had wanted to meet Sandor ever since I read his book, also very much due to his absolutely welcoming and warm writing style. He is a generous master and teacher, and it was a pleasure to learn from him and get to know him. Stefania is a creative and inspiring woman who knew how absolutely transformative fermentation can be on an energetic or emotional level – somehow everyone ended up moved to tears at the end of our time together.

TCM training

Traditional Chinese Medicine Immersion, 2025

Nanjing Deng, Master Xu Ruqi

Shenzhen, China.
This training was detailed, deep and intense! Deep-diving into TCM helped me notice so many important patterns with regards to seasons, bodies, energy work, organs, plants, food,... the cosmos! By witnessing TCM practitioners at work, and by receiving direct transmissions from them through teaching, it somehow helped many aspects of holistic health click into place for me. It is often in looking toward other complex systems that we can recognize the commonalities throughout the world. Experiencing and learning about the rich holistic health history of China was moving, inspiring and motivating.

Cacao Guardian from Serap Kara

Cacao Guardian Training, 2021

Serap Kara

Berlin and online.
In this 6-month program, Serap guided us through monthly cacao ceremonies and meditations, as well as a lot of other information having to do with cacao plant medicine, including the politics, economic reality or history of the plant. She teaches in an incredibly grounded, slow and deep way that helps you really connect with the plant spirit in a pure and direct way. This course opened the door for me towards direct plant communication and concepts of holding circles around single plant energies. Through it I was able to witness and learn how plant energies show up differently for different people, how group containers can strengthen our connection and bring group insight – and how less is more when it comes to cacao ceremonies.

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Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique, 2021

Dolores Cannon, Julia Cannon

QHHT is the method developed by the late Dolores Cannon, one of the pioneers in hypnosis work of the last few decades. Watching her teach and work is truly moving and inspiring, and she created an amazing, effective framework that works for so many people in our time: whether with a logical mind or a more sensitive sensibility. I am grateful for her empowering, generous, down to earth, no nonsense attitude.

Quantum Healers BQH with Olivia Sayward

Beyond Quantum Healing, 2021

Candace Craw-Goldman

The Beyond Quantum Healing course, as well as the incredible support forum, have been absolutely indispensible for my work. I have learned so much from Candace's guidance and from fellow practitioners that I have been able to connect with through this network. This course and the network really helped me further my experience, confidence and adaptability the most when it comes to holding quantum sessions. I am grateful that Candace created this format and method that encourages each person to bring their individual strengths and skills from all of life into the modality and their work.

Bookshelf

Books that Have Informed My Work

We are what we eat – and read! These are books on my bookshelf that have informed me, inspired me, are full of highlighting or notes, and that I return to for reference, and recommend regularly.

Archetypes, Myth, Mythopoetic Works

Women Who Run with Wolves by Clarissa Pinkola Estes

Women Who Run With the Wolves

Clarissa Pinkola Estés, Ph.D.

I think this book helped me appreciate being a woman properly for the first time when I read it. What a gift to be a woman – I return to it again and again, and the stories take on new meanings with every year lived. It is inspiring, moving, triggering.

Iron John by Robert Bly

Iron John: A Book About Men

Robert Bly

Just like I think "Women Who Run with the Wolves" should be required reading for every man and woman, "Iron John" is a great counterpart that is very helpful if you want to understand more about men and the different kind of journey they go on as a male human.

Psychedelics and the Soul by Simon Yugler

Psychedelics and the Soul

Simon Yugler

Yugler explains different archetypes that can show up within psychedelic/ecstatic/mystical experiences (both as a facilitator and a journeyer) and I recognise all of this from quantum healing hypnosis sessions as well. The myths and stories he chose are beautiful, and he weaves his thoughts and experience as a facilitator together beautifully.

Goddesses in Everywoman by Jean Shinoda Bolen

Goddesses in Everywoman

Jean Shinoda Bolen

Helps you as a woman to identify which goddess archetypes you have a connection with, and how that plays out in your psychology – both in the light and shadow, now or in other phases of your life.

In the Absence of the Ordinary by Francis Weller

In the Absence of the Ordinary: Soul Work for Times of Uncertainty

Francis Weller

This book is an absolute treasure and the best thing I've read for coping with grief, change and all the other topics that we are currently going through. Weller's language is beautiful and sensous. He weaves psychology, myth and nature in an inspiring way.

Ecology, Herbalism, Nature Communication

Plant Spirit Medicine by Eliot Cowan

Plant Spirit Medicine: A Journey into the Healing Wisdom of Plants

Eliot Cowan

This book really shows how plants work with your whole being in multi-faceted ways. Cowan gives many real-life client examples and case studies. I remember reading it and it changed my understanding of plant energies and what working as a herbalist could look like.

Braiding Sweetgrass by Robin Wall Kimmerer

Braiding Sweetgrass

Robin Wall Kimmerer

Kimmerer's writing is absolutely beautiful, as is her voice, and this book is really a bridge between worlds. Zooming in on certain plants and ecosystems, as well as chapters in her life, blended the messages on multiple levels.

Finding the Mother Tree by Suzanne Simard

Finding the Mother Tree: Uncovering the Wisdom and Intelligence of the Forest

Suzanne Simard

Simard blends her life story with her scientific tree discoveries in such a beautiful way that helps the information really land. It completely changes the way you think about how forests work, and helps you gain more insight and compassion for anyone working in science or activism.

The Invention of Nature by Andrea Wulf

The Invention of Nature: The Adventures of Alexander von Humboldt, the Lost Heroof Science

Andrea Wulf

Not only is Humboldt's life incredibly interesting, his life as an example also shows how science's role became more inflexible and separated in our times, and also how big a role the imagination has always played in making scientific discoveries.

The Yoga of Herbs by David Prawley and Dr. Vasant Lad

The Yoga of Herbs

David Frawley and Vasant Lad

This is a great book as an overview of the Ayurvedic approach to herbalism. You can dive into the background and the basic concepts without feeling like you're getting lost, and they keep it clear and succinct. Full of a long list of plants used in Ayurveda and how they are applied in healing.

Planetary Herbology by Michael Tierra

Planetary Herbology

Michael Tierra and David Frawley

A great one for looking up different herbs and also getting a very short and precise overview of concepts in Ayurveda or Traditional Chinese Medicine – seeking to share and show the commonalities between those and western herbalism traditions.

Evolutionary Herbalism by Sajah Popham

Evolutionary Herbalism

Sajah Popham

This book is a well-spring of information and also seeks to unify lots of different systems and find the patterns between them. I love how Popham brings in the astrological perspective as well, and his materia medica descriptions of certain plants are really helpful. This is dense, in a way, but amazing. Helps with pattern recognition.

The Desktop Guide to Herbal Medicine by Brigitte Mars

The Desktop Guide to Herbal Medicine

Brigitte Mars

A great, straightforward, well-organised book that somehow made the information more easily available to me and my pattern-loving brain.

The Book of Herbal Wisdom by Matthew Wood

The Book of Herbal Wisdom

Matthew Wood

Wood's work is grounded in tons of clinical herbalism practice and working with clients. When he writes about a certain plant, he always writes about the body and about example clients as well. This helps tremendously with recognising the different levels that plants work on. His writing style is down-to-earth and relatable.

The Fragrant Heavens by Valerie Ann Worwood

The Fragrant Heavens

Valerie Ann Worwood

This is a great overview of how to work with plants as aromas or essential oils, and how they affect the energy body and emotions. There's a great index of lots of plants with descriptions. I found this book very helpful in understanding how scents and flower essences effect the auric field, or how I could work with them in energy healing work.

Seven Herbs: Plants as Teachers by Matthew Wood

Seven Herbs – Plants as Teachers

Matthew Wood

A deep dive into seven different plants, their personalities, and how they work on the different levels of a person: energetically, emotionally, physically. Sometimes learning from a few very clear examples is more helpful than a book attempting to cover everything.

The Secret Teachings of Plants by Stephen Harrod Buhner

The Secret Teachings of Plants

Stephen Harrod Buhner

Buhner's writing style is very intellectual or philosophical, but when you read his words you also feel like you're getting some kind of transmission. I had tons of ideas and thoughts connect while reading certain passages in this book, like it was hooking up different concepts that previously were just sat next to each other.

The Earth Path by Starhawk

The Earth Path

Starhawk

Full of lots of ideas, meditations or journeys and processes that help connect Earth practices with activism and empowerment.

The Herbal Handbook by David Hoffmann

The Herbal Handbook

David Hoffmann

Another great and deep classic to help you get started on your herbalism path.

Altered States, Plant Medicine, Shamanism

Food of the Gods by Terence McKenna

Food of the Gods

Terence McKenna

This book has so many different amazing histories around certain plants, mushrooms or substances, and really helps you see the patterns of political suppression that are used on purpose in order to keep their usage low.

How to Change Your Mind by Michael Pollan

How to Change Your Mind

Michael Pollan

I love his voice (both written and audibly), his depth of research, reverence for the people he's working with, and vulnerability in sharing his personal experiences. It's that blend of detail and facts that really helps the stories and information land.

This is Your Mind on Plants by Michael Pollan

This is Your Mind on Plants

Michael Pollan

This was an inspiring read, and gave so much amazing history and context on not only peyote, poppies and coffee, but also on the laws, wars and politics that happened around them.

The Teachings of Don Juan by Carlos Castaneda

The Teachings of Don Juan

Carlos Castaneda

Castaneda's books give us insight into how shamanism and apprenticing with shamans works or worked in the past – we are so lucky to be able to find our teachers so much more easily now. Also these stories show how long and winding the healer's path is.

The Norse Shaman by Evelyn C. Rysdyk

The Norse Shaman

Evelyn C. Rysdyk

I found it inspiring and helpful to learn more about European/Norse shamanic practices since a large part of my genes is actually Norwegian. Also, after traveling through other countries and being inspired by their cosmology, it's always important to look for the parallels closer to home.

Peyote Hunt: The Sacred Journey of the Huichol Indians by Barbara G. Myerhoff

Peyote Hunt: The Sacred Journey of the Huichol Indians

Barbara G. Myerhoff

This is a fascinating read and deeper look into Huichol/Wixárika belief, ritual and symbolism as it was still lived in the 1960's. It shows you the reverence, dedication, integrity, effort and time that is put into the collection of peyote – and how that culture balances the mundane and spiritual.

Love and Relationships

The Art of Loving by Erich Fromm

The Art of Loving

Erich Fromm

This book is great in teaching you that love is a verb, an action, a decision – and requires discipline, patience and prioritization. It also goes into describing different forms of love and connection.

Keys to the Kingdom by Alison A. Armstrong

Keys to the Kingdom

Alison A. Armstrong

Alison's work truly helped me foster better relationships with men and understand better how men and women think differently. I credit her work as having the biggest written impact on my communication and relationships with the opposite sex.

The Queen's Code by Alison A. Armstrong

The Queen's Code

Alison A. Armstrong

This book goes deeper into detail after "Keys to the Kingdom" and gives more insight how to move through the world as a woman and communicate better with men for more enjoyment and collaboration for all.

Mating in Captivity by Esther Perel

Mating in Captivity

Esther Perel

A great book for understanding better how intimacy and security work together or against each other. Lots of insight into how attaction, passion and eroticism work.

The Dance of Anger by Harriet Lerner

The Dance of Anger

Harriet Lerner

It's hard to know how to express anger or certain emotions as a woman in partnership, especially when the cultural model or norm encourages a very particular expression of emotions (or else you're "crazy"). This book is helpful for this theme.

Come as You Are by Emily Nagoski

Come As You Are

Emily Nagoski

This book is very helpful in showing you the myriad of ways that women experience arousal, sex, orgasm, pleasure – as well as how stress or other physical situations affect it. It can help with self-compassion, as well as understanding what nervous system tools need to be put into place to enable the experience of pleasure.

Mycology

Mushrooms Demystified by David Arora

Mushrooms Demystified

David Arora

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Der große BLV Pilzführer

Der große BLV Pilzführer

Ewald Gerhardt

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Entangled Life by Merlin Sheldrake

Entangled Life

Merlin Sheldrake

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Fly Agaric

Fly Agaric

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Microdosing Amanita Muscaria by Baba Masha

Microdosing with Amanita Muscaria

Baba Masha

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The Mushroom Hunters Kitchen

The Mushroom Hunters Kitchen

Chad Hyatt

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Medicinal Mushroomy by Christopher Hobbs

Medicinal Mushrooms

Christopher Hobbs

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Spiritual Guidance or Channeled Information

Star Signs by Linda Goodman

Star Signs

Linda Goodman

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Bringers of the Dawn by Barbara Marciniak

Bringers of the Drawn

Barbara Marciniak

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The Sophia Code by Kaia Ra

The Sophia Code

Kaia Ra

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The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle

The Power of Now

Eckhart Tolle

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The Celestine Prophecy by James Redfield

The Celestine Prophecy

James Redfield

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The Knowing Heart: A Sufi Path of Transformation by Kabir Helminski

The Knowing Heart: A Sufi Path of Transformation

Kabir Helminski

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Tara: The Liberating Power of the Female Buddha by Rachael Wooten

Tara: The Liberating Power of the Female Buddha

Rachael Wooten

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Nutrition, Food, Water

Salt Fat Acid Heat Elements of Good Cooking

Salt, Fat, Acid, Heat

Samin Nosrat

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The Art of Fermentation by Sandor Ellix Katz

The Art of Fermentation

Sandor Ellix Katz

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Plenty More by Ottolenghi

Plenty More

Yotam Ottolenghi

I cooked every single recipe from this book (it took me three years!) and it completely changed and evolved my cooking for the better. The dishes are exciting, versatile, healthy and a delight for the tastebuds. I cook much more intuitively since being able to experience Ottolenghi and his team's way of putting recipes together.

The Hidden Messages in Water by Masaru Emoto

The Hidden Messages in Water

Masaru Emoto

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Favorite Fiction

The Overstory by Richard Powers

The Overstory

Richard Powers

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Siddharta by Hermann Hesse

Siddhartha

Hermann Hesse

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Dune by Frank Herbert

Dune

Frank Herbert

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The Left Hand of Darkness by Ursula K. Leguin

The Left Hand of Darkness

Ursula K. LeGuin

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Steppenwolf by Hermann Hesse

Der Steppenwolf

Hermann Hesse

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North Woods by Daniel Mason

North Woods

Daniel Mason

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The Word for World is Forest by Ursula K. LeGuin

The Word for World is Forest

Ursula K. LeGuin

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Alice's Adventures in Wonderland by Lewis Carroll

Alice's Adventures in Wonderland

Lewis Carroll

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Energy Healing, Crystal Healing, Chakras

Hands of Light by Barbara Ann Brennan

Hands of Light: A Guide to Healing Through the Human Energy Field

Barbara Ann Brennan

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The American Indian Secrets of Crystal Healing by Luc

The American Indian Secrets of Crystal Healing

Luc Bourgault

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Eastern Body Western Mind by Anodea Judith

Eastern Body Western Mind

Anodea Judith

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The Book of Stones by Robert Simmons

The Book of Stones: Who They Are and What They Teach

Robert Simmons and Naisha Ahsian

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Creativity and Art

Art as Therapy by Alain de Botton and John Armstrong

Art as Therapy

Alain de Botton, John Armstrong

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The Artists Way by Julia Cameron

The Artists's Way: A Spiritual Path to Higher Creativity

Julia Cameron

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Big Magic by Elizabeth Gilbert

Big Magic: Creative Living Beyond Fear

Elizabeth Gilbert

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Brain Health, Neurodivergence

Aspergirls: Empowering Females with Asperger Syndrome

Rudy Simone

A very helpful book for understanding how autism shows up in women differently than in men.

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